That Dream ..

I can't recall the exact date when I had dreamed of him for the first time but it was kind of shocking for me to have him in my dreams again.

So, in that day, I saw him. I thought of him before I went to sleep. I just didn't expect for him to appear in my dreams.

He was wearing a white shirt. The shirt he wore the first time I saw him. He was playing with my four-year old cousin. He was soooo close to me, I can even touch him if I wanted. But no, I just stared at him like as if I was memorizing all the details in his face. It was just shocking for me to see freckles in the part below his eyes. I know for sure that he doesn't have any freckles. Not a single dot.

If that happened in real life, I would have hugged him, I would have kissed him. But in my dream, I didn't.

But not only that, Nadine was standing besides me. She was watching him the way I did.

And just like that, I woke up. That dream ended. That beautiful dream has come to an end.

In that next day, I saw him with a close proximity, like how close he was to me in my dreams. It's like my dream came true, only that we were separated by a window. He was in a car, I was outside it. But the view, his looks, it was nearly the same except for the freckles.

And actually, he was wearing a white shirt underneath the opened plaids.


Too close to that dream. Yeah, too close.