Exam, I'm soooo over you

I really don't know whether I want or not want to pass the exam. The amount of allowance to be received is the only motivation I have. Because 6,000 pesos per month is just sooo good to be true. It's like I'm being paid for doing nothing.

The only predicament in here is the return of service. Teaching in high school? Uhh .. not cool.

How do you expect someone with a soft voice to speak in front of students? How do you expect someone with a shy character to be engaging during discussions? How do you expect someone who's vapid to make the students listen to her? Just hooooow?

That is the reason why I didn't engrossed myself in too much reviewing. Whenever I think of the ROS, I lose interest.


July 12, 2015. The day has finally came, the examination day.

The exam consisted of three parts- (1) logical reasoning, (2) power thinking, and (3) teaching aptitude inventory.

The logical reasoning has three parts. Although the time allotted for this area was really limited, I still managed to finish the exam without too much pressure.

In the power thinking, it composed of Math, Science and English.
That feeling when I was taking my time in answering the questions in the Science part and when the proctor wrote the time remaining in the white board, it was only then I realized that I was running out of time. I got sooo pressured!

Gosh, I wasn't even analyzing and computing things. I was purely guessing.

Same as when I was answering the Math and English parts.

What I hate about the English part are the lengthy paragraphs. Ohmygosh, I was losing patience in reading the passages. But then, I won't be able to answer the questions if I won't read.

And for the Teaching Aptitude Inventory part? Heck, 40 items in just a span of 20 minutes time? Just hoooow?
It was really pressuring. Good thing I still made it on time to answer all the questions.

The results will be posted some time in September. I'm not really excited. In fact, the result day is the day I dread to come.
The result will surely affect my future.


If I pass the exam, hello teaching career. But if I won't pass, I still don't know what to do with my future.